Is that a word? I don't know, but these last few days spent on the road singing have been great. I guess I really feel as if this whole music career is rolling along as it should. I have always wanted to be a rock-star-singing-gal, don't get me wrong, it is not a new concept, but the fact that I quit my waitressing job to pursue it fully has really only just started to sink in, 4 months after the fact. Somehow not having a weekly pay check to fall back on makes it more real in a sense, not having a schedule filled with serving drinks and food, but instead having all the time in the world to be what I am destined to be, a full time songstress! It's amazing, to finally realize this, to finally work at it and only it, and to not feel guilty about it. When I say guilty I guess what I really mean is "not falling into the flow of the real job/house/9-5/kids" thing...the "norm" shall we say, and let me tell you, it's not always easy to be on your own path, a path that is the farthest thing from the norm, i.e couch surfing, living out of bags...especially at 30 with a University degree! Of course all of those uneasy feelings get completely erased when the house lights dim and the stage lights get brighter. Singing is what I am meant to do and no matter what, I won't ever stop. Thanks for listening. Lxo
Awesomeness...
